two whole posts this month! go me! ha!
I'm realizing that my overall baseline happiness level is higher than it's been in a couple of years. I pretty much don't want to meet a guy right now, because I have a bad tendency to put too much of my happiness into the other person's hands, whether I let them know that or not. at this point, if stuff goes wrong, I can kind of buoy myself. so I just need to not get sucked into any guy stuff for the rest of the year, so it can coast through on a peaceful note.
aren't I just terrible??
anyhow, as of two days ago, I'm down 19 lbs. I almost can't believe it! and it's coming off slowly, which I think is good, because when I lose a big chunk all at once, the first thing I think is "well, now I can AFFORD to have that cookie/ice cream/potato/insert sugary/starchy thing here!" I actually am not even missing that stuff right now anyway.
now to measure. it's been awhile. and my usual thing of inches-not-lbs or lbs-not-inches is probably still in effect...
arm: 12.5
chest: 43
waist: 37
hips: 45
thigh: 22.5, closer to .75
pretty much!
not being able to skate is sucking my will to live. almost. hopefully it'll only be another 2 or so weeks instead of 4!
